What I remember, and I wrote about it at the time, was the voices of men saying "bastards" over and over and over again.
I was working the day shift at a newspaper the day the Twin Towers went down, and after the long day was over, I headed home. On the way, I stopped at a bar for a glass of beer.
In fact, I had two glasses of beer.
And a shot of whiskey.
The big-screen television in the bar was showing the same bit of film over and over — planes crashing into the towers. The men at the bar were saying "bastards" over and over and over. I said it a few times myself.
After the two beers and the shot of whiskey, I got in my truck and drove home. I remember I was sick of news, and I was playing a CD by the Texas Tornadoes, a relatively obscure band that sang a lot of Tejano songs. I do not speak Spanish, but I like the sound of the language, and I like those accordion-driven songs Mexicans call "norteno."
I remember driving the eight blocks from that bar to the apartment where I lived then, the happy music bouncing around inside the truck, and I was looking at all the house windows I passed, almost all of them glowing with the blue light of a television set.
And what struck me was how normal it all was.
I worked all day. I stopped for a couple of beers. I went home the same way I always went home — one block straight ahead, right turn, six blocks straight ahead, left turn, one more block straight ahead. All the houses I drove past looked the same way they had looked the night before when I drove home from work.
And, in New York, people had died, blasted into a scar in the ground. Mothers cried. Husbands screamed. Firefighters climbed a ladder of fire and never came back down.
And when I got home, I ate a ham sandwich and went to bed early. I didn't watch any more television. I was sick of news, and I didn't care if there was another attack and I died in my sleep.
I woke up last Monday, and my wife, who rises before I do, was watching the morning news on television.
"Osama's dead?" I asked after listening for a couple of minutes.
"That's what they're saying," she said.
I had to work the night shift last Monday, and I had a busy morning before I went to work.
I took bags of grass clippings to the dump. I had some pancakes in a diner full of cops coming off the overnight shift. I went to the market and bought a dozen assorted muffins and a jar of mayonnaise. I went to visit my mother.
I didn't think much about Osama bin Laden last Monday. I had too much to do.
I worked my Monday night shift. I covered a town council meeting in a nearby suburb. On the way to the meeting, I stopped and bought a pastrami sandwich, which I ate in the town hall parking lot, in my truck, before the meeting started.
And I worked the day shift last Tuesday, still frowzy and tired from the Monday night shift.
But I had plans.
Tuesday, I got off work at 5 p.m., and I drove to the same bar I drove to the day the Twin Towers came down. I had two glasses of beer. And a shot. I wanted to be where I was 10 years ago. It was important.
There was some kind of game on television. I don't like sports.
And no one was saying "bastards" over and over and over again.
Because the bastard was dead.
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