Ma'am;... your choice of heroes explains you better that all your words...Your hero was a scumbag, and worse, a believer in metaphysics long after that philosophy has rotted in disrepute... It explains everything and explains nothing; but such is the world of wish, that it suffers all and justifies all... Everything is for the best, and so is death when it takes such nimble minds from the mortal vale...They say the good die young, and decrepit old fools last long beyond their deaths in the lives of their sycophants.. That would be you I refer to here...I hope the point is not lost on you... Quit following the dead...Make your own way...Thanks...Sweeney